12.25.2006

Christmas


"你們知道我們主耶穌基督的恩典、他本來富足、卻為你們成了貧窮、叫你們因他的貧窮、可以成為富足
For you see the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, how though he had wealth, he became poor on your account, so that through his need you might have wealth." ~ 歌林多後書 8:9

Up to this point, I was a bit scared since I am jobless, and the baby is coming next year, and moving to L.A. All things are still up in the air and it is easy to only look at the things I do not have but neglect the things I have. Thanks to Christmas and once again, it reminded me the truth meaning of Christmas. It is about the remembrance of how God loves us so much and gave us his only son. Through Jesus, I am no longer poor, and there are so many things I have that money can never buy. May God be with my family and me and bless us and people who is around us. I am wealthy because of Him and I can be a giving person because I am wealthy. I no longer work for live, but work for giving.

12.21.2006

Moving

I don't know if it is all the uncertainty in my life lately, I would get irritated real easy. When I get irritated, I complain a lot more often. I don't think I did it purposely, but yeah, I complain a lot even if it didn't come out of my mouth. So I think it is time for me to move. Move from Complainvill to Praise Blvd. Thanks to 小劉's reminder last Sunday.......hehehe

12.17.2006

Carpool Lane


Today I was driving with Janice on the bay bridge, and just as we are getting off the bridge, I saw the carpool land sign. It says 3 or more passengers required. I looked at Janice and thought, hey we qualify the requirement now since we have the baby, so it is Janice, junior and me. However, it will be hard to prove to the cops if we get pull over since Janice's stomach is not obvious enough. hehehe.......................

12.16.2006

Searching 3


"生命中到底追尋的是什麼, 還有什麼是值得我去追求."

I been searching the meaning of life a lot lately, and while driving on the bay bridge with Janice this afternoon made me realized something. Life is most fulfilling if you can share it with someone you truly love. It does not matter where you are moving, where your job is, and what is going to happen in the future. As long as there are someone you can share with, no matter it is painful or happiness. I am truly thankful that God has been in my life, and he gave me Janice as my life partner. Also all the families and friends. It just made my life a lot more interesting and worth so much more to share. And guess what, no matter what is going to happen in life, I will still have someone I love and who loves me be with me!!!!

Searching 2


How much time I spend a day converse with God?
I realize it is a key question to my searching lately. There are a lot new things happening in my life and there are also a lot of uncertainties. People and friends gave me a lot comfort and advise, but somehow deep inside, I what to see what God has to say, and I do not think he said much so far. or I am not listening very well. I am a bit frustrated, then this question pop up. How much time I am spending with God a day? I guess not too much, I guess I am just too busy working or doing stuff or looking for answers, but never stop and sit down try to listen to God. Then I realized often it is not we are waiting for God, but God is waiting for us to calm down and listen to him...........
So, from now on, I will spend 10 minutes everyday just sitting and waiting.............and see what happens.

12.12.2006

Christmas Party


Surprisingly, we are having our office Christmas party on time this year. Thanks to J.B. consistently pressing the date, boss decided to have it on time, plus we can bring the spouses this year. I have to say that I am really impressed since we always have our office party in March or May...hahaha. Poor Steve couldn't find anyone since he is in a long distant relationship. He is so desperate and almost called the escort service. J.B. was going to bring a blow-up doll for Steve. Wahahahaha, it was so funny.
It was really nice to meet J.B.'s wife Julie finally, and it is funny to see how J.B. acts in front of his love ones...............still loud and obnoxious. Since J.B. is in charges of organizing the event, we end up going to Betelnut next to our office on Union. It is our 3rd time to the restaurant as an office party only because J.B. loves the place.(we thought of slated door, but it is kinda far, and we are lazy boyz). Even the restaurant is kinda loud and I can really hear all the conversation, but it is real nice to spend time w/ my co-works outside the office. Boss also announced that I will be leaving the office end of year. Since I was the employee of the year plus I worked in the office for the longest (almost 5 years) Boss got me a second edition of Peter Zumthor's "thinking architecture" hard cover. I was real surprised and real happy about the gift, although I thought the book could have more pictures than words, but hey, it might worth something in 10 years since the first edition end up a real top seller and it has become a collector's item. It also means more reading for me on top of my license exam.
Man, we had so much food since we order double of the dishes, plus we tried whole bunch of new plates per waiter's recommendation (man, that waiter is good). We barely made it back to the office, and spend the rest of the afternoon try to diguest the lunch.
For the last 5 years in the office, I had learned so much and had grown a lot. As the boss puts it " even I had rough start, but I worked through it ". I think I will really miss everyone in the office, and now I just have to move on and walk forward and continue with the rest of my architectural career.......(if God still plan it that way....)

12.09.2006

Searching


生命有許多的選擇, 不知要何從何選起.
有多少次錯的決擇, 漸漸的對生命一點信心都沒有.
我的心也好像不再感到自由.
好想在這個不規則的世界, 找到一絲的真理.
好煩每次都在自己的軟弱裡打轉, 好想放棄一切.
生命中到底追尋的是什麼, 還有什麼是值得我去追求.

People told me 要好好仰望
People told me 要好好禱告
People told me 要好好等待

But why 我聽不到
But why 我不想等
But why my heart hurt so much