H1N1

Recently a hot topic among the parents is "getting the H1N1 shot". For some reason I am hesitate to get the vaccine for my family. I guess the news and the media really hyped up the situation for the reason of getting people noticed and get their vaccine. In the mist of all the news and lack of vaccine, Psalm 91 came up to my mind and it says:

He will take you out of the bird-net, and keep you safe from wasting disease.
You will be covered by his feathers; under his wings you will be safe: his good faith will be your salvation.
You will have no fear of the evil things of the night, or of the arrow in flight by day,
Or of the disease which takes men in the dark, or of the destruction which makes waste when the sun is high.
You will see a thousand falling by your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it will not come near you.

I do have fears in my heart that Zoya and Zech could get the H1N1 but didn't God's word meant something if I really believe in the bible? I guess I struggle between my faith and reality and I hope it is not my ego get in the way of my family's well being and health.........

Reenactment

Last night while I was holding Zech and watching TV, Zoya starts to cry in front of the bathroom door. I ran over and thought her finger was caught by the door since the door was closed by Janice. I try to investigate about what happened but Zoya's tears are non stopping. Then Janice came out with big question mark on her face and she joins the investigation but can not get anything out of Zoya either, and we notice her lips is bleeding. After 5 minutes when Zoya was calmed we asked her of what had happened and she starts to explain:

Zoya: Zoya 嘴巴痛痛$%%$%^^^.....
Janice: Zoya 為什麼痛痛？
Zoya: $%%%%^^^&&^....

we are about to give up then I asked

Will: Zoya 可不可以表演ㄧ次剛剛怎麼弄痛痛?

I didnt expect Zoya will understand what I have just asked her, but to my surprise she ran over next to the TV and reenacted exactly how she tripped and fall on her face.....

Will: ..........................
Janice: 阿 Zoya 就在你面前跌倒你怎麼沒看見？
Will:................................(I was thinking: because I was watching TV)

My Little Girl

Ever since Zech was born, Grandma sleeps with Zoya and typically Grandma is "the one" Zoya seeks when she goes to sleep. Since the "usual" person is not in the house tonight and Janice is busy with Zech, I am the only one who is up for the job. Things went well at first but in the end, Zoya still wants her Grandma so I end up holding her and trying to put her to sleep. While holding Zoya I was surprised how big has she become, I felt like she is almost as tall as me. Sigh....the feeling says two thing; One, it has been a long time since I am holding Zoya; Two, Zoya is becoming a big girl and I am getting old.....but no matter what, daddy loves you XOXO

We will make it

It has been the second day since Janice and I are on our own with the 2 pickles. With the 5:30 am feeding and dealing with throw up and giving 2 showers a night is definitely pushing my limit. Although I miss the Wednesday prayer meeting but praise the Lord I did not fall asleep at work. It was really tiring but it felt good that knowing Janice and I can make it on our own, Plus little Zech felt asleep while strapping on me....hehehe. Life is good and sweeeeeet.

Solar Power International 2009

An eye opener at the SPI09, I did not realize how many solar related company are out there....
Go Solar Power !!!!